Apr 18 2020 The Weekend is Here? It's Hard to Tell These Days * PicsCategory: General     06:28AM   0

Good Saturday Morning My Friends,

I'm trying to get back on track with my updates here.  The days seems to be whizzing by even though we're not doing a lot.  That is those of us who are unemployed.  Thankfully, I'm not in a total jobless state.

It's 71 this morning with 94% humidity.  I was thinking of a morning walk but I can't breath in that soup.  I'll stay in the air conditoned comfort of my place and do some weights later.  It's not the needed cardio I know but better than nothing.  If I alternate between upper and lower body sets of reps I can get my heart rate up.  PS...one pic below..is of my back.  I was surprised that I can see some muscles showing now.  Pleases me no end!

It's seems to help to have some kind of schedule each day..  Of course, I can't always schedule when someone wants a Skype session.  If I stayed up all night long I'd probably be busy.  I turn into a pumpkin after 10pm.  Oh, I don't go to sleep....the energy just ebbs.  

Again...the Skype/Face Time seem to have slowed.  There are a lot of gals doing them now.  And there's not a thing I can do about that except relax and let the universe handle it.  Worry....solves nothing and is a waste of energy.  I'll stay in the present instead.

So...one cool thing. A while back a hunk I dated and had the big time hots for said.... adios.  He's kind of reappeared.  Of course...not in person.  I have no expectations but I think it's a very good sign that I'm a little excited.  I have been indifferent to dating since my last "relationship" ended.  And that is a good thing. 

The humk and I talked about that and I've realized fully now that it WAS a good thing that it ended.  We were incompatible on too many levels.  Politically was a big one.  You say that shouldn't matter but ya know...it does.  Especially when the other party is drinking the Koolaid of 24/7 indoctrination and trying to convert you.

I'm finding right now that staying away from the daily updates and news is best.  It's healthier for me to focus on ME getting through this and staying connected with my family and friends.  Staying in the present moment.  Not pinning over the past or fretting about the future.  You can't affect either.  You can only handle where  you are now.  And I am MOST grateful of where I am now.

Writing this blog is a good outlet for me. It helps me express what is going on in my life and I've been told it helps some of you have a different attitude toward providers and sex work as a whole.  If I've done that, I've achieved what I set out to do when I began.  Humanize us.

Plus...I'm a freakin' Leo.  We want to be heard.   And seen too!  The exhibitionist's of the zodiac!

I've been experimenting with some of the editing options for photos on my Iphone.  There's no retouch but you probably know you can fiddle with contrast, light values, etc.  It's kind of an artistic exercise and I'll share one from yesterday's filming and shoot.  I've received some nice comments.  Of course, the usual twitter boob  "Hey Anneke, they would be even better if your bra was off and your tits were poking out of the fishnet."  Lord Almighty....bless men's little hearts.  

I reminded him that he had links to see more.  Of course, he had to pay for my clip store ones.  

It's also an exercise in wiping out vanity.  I haven't been able to afford the usual cosmetic treatments that most everyone in this biz uses, for some time.  Botox, filler, etc. I can see the lines but you know what?  This is who I am and it's bothering me way less than I expected.  I am a grandmother six times over after all.  

One of the beauties of aging is that the wisdom I've gained from life's experiences has taught me to gracefully accept a less then perfect visage and body.  What matters more to me now is where is my heart?  Do I love who I am and what can I do to know me better and grow and change for the better?  To be a positive and helping force in the world.  It's a continuing process but one that helps me keep my course and sanity during this most challenging time. 

I wish that for you also.  In the end it's who we are as a person, not how many toys we have or how perfect we look.  

Life is good.

Your Very Naughty Girlfriend, Goddess, GILF and Erstwhile Cam Gal,

Anneke

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